Lion-Heart

alright.. i really did hibernate this xmas.. just felt like staying at home.. new year's coming.. 2008 was a good and bad year.. for the good.. goodness sake we finally ORD for me and my fellow mortarians!! (yay!!), me getting a place to study in massey and also getting to know a group of classmates whom i seemed to know forever..

bad.. so many shits and nonsense this year.. financial disasters, some of the american banks folded, AIA almost folded too.. terrorist attack in india and one of our fellow singaporeans was killed.. she was so pretty, talented and had a long way in life ahead of her but still she has to go.. that's so unfair.. but i guess sometimes life's like that.. china got this earthquake in sichuan which killed many.. the great escape of MSK which made security forces around town so tight, the chaotic and volatile political situation in thailand whose airport was closed and many could not even go home after their holidays.. the Sanlu Melamine milk scare which scares the shit outta everybody when we're about to put a milk product into our dear mouths and much much more..

i don't usually ask for wishes and i know x'mas is over.. like what my officer, mr chewy said, if you've been good this year, you're supposed to get your wishes.. well, i just want everybody to be happy.. i just wanna graduate in one piece and of course finding a soulmate who really appreciates me in the year ahead..

i've got my own desserts.. taking people for granted and now it's coming back to haunt me.. it really does sucks.. i don't know and don't care what this dead end means but the past should be left behind and all should look forward to the future.. i'm half man and half machine so i'll just tune to my rugger mode and i'm sure i'll be undaunted by any obstacles that come my way whatever they may be..

oh ya.. though 2008 might not seemed such great a year but i wanna thank this special person for adding a bit of spice into the end of this year for me and something to look forward to in the incoming year.. =D i'll take 2009 as a reset button, have an open mind and embrace all that comes my way.. hope it'll be a great, happening, prosperous and 长长久久 year for everybody..

i Crashed Landed @ 5:57 PM.

exams over.. kinda tough but i'm glad to tide through all of them.. currently having attachment in school.. AGAIN!! damn fun though and much better than going to school actually due to the pesky reports and other stuffs.. just glad it's the holidays..

so cute..
such a crazy person..
so damn lame..
likes to laugh out loud..

can't believe there's actually somebody who's so like me.. =p

i Crashed Landed @ 11:34 PM.

1 down, 1 more to go.. mugging like a nut for the past 5 days.. time to party like crazy after food chemistry paper on friday.. =D

i Crashed Landed @ 9:00 PM.

this post goes out to my bmt friend who passed away on monday.. may it be a gf prob, $$ prob or whatever prob i still believe that all puzzles can be solved no matter how hard it is.. just that the amount of time taken to solve it might be long or short for different people.. i don't know why you chose to end it this way but i just hope you'll get to a better place which you may rest in peace..

2 years back, we went to tekong together every week when we booked in as we lived quite near each other.. last time i saw him was when i was having training in tekong and i paid him a visit at my bmt company, Hawk on 07/11/07.. 1 year 4 months after we all enlisted.. it was very fortunate to be back as not many people could go back to the place where their army life started after they were posted out.. we were both from there and he was an officer being posted back there again.. the scrapbook made by the platoon with all our pics and all the shit we wrote were still there, then.. though not all the people are there but the memories were vividly remembered and the buildings were still unchanged..

he was a strong, dam strong person who can run so fast, do so many chin ups and you name anything physical, he'll be able to do it.. it was him and the other strong peeps in the platoon that motivated me so much to become what i am today.. but it seems that no matter how strong a person is, we will still falter..

Life is indeed fragile.. really can't accept that a friend, at my age, so strong, full of zest and have such a long way ahead of him gone just like that.. cherish your pals and the people around you.. ya don't know when will be the last time you're seeing this pal of yours or your loved ones.. the feeling of not able to letting people know how much you really care really sucks.. i know because i've experienced this way too many times..

rest in peace, S.W

i Crashed Landed @ 12:28 AM.