what a terrible week this is.. in addition to the monday's blues, got to know another bad news la.. i'm selected for standby.. arghz.. don'y know why so suay.. draw lots still can get me.. out of 10 peeps, i'm the last to be selected out so i gotta do it, i guess..
seems like i won't get to spend my february in peace!! i will get free metal plated body armour and a pager.. and if activated, i gotta fly back to camp to prepare for all the stuffs to deter any thingy during the month.. but usually it's just a turn out to test our readiness.. saded.. =(
i was so down til i never talked for like 2 hours, didn't eat a lot for lunch but later i thought it through and found that it might not be that bad, they might not call you back too.. guess they don't wanna go back during the chinese new year as well.. and besides me, there's also other people who can't go back on the new year so i guess i'm pretty much lucky la.. so it made me felt kinda better..
and that's not just it!! my csm has changed.. arghz!! a guy from training school before he came.. so it's like he's kinda strict.. area cleaning non stop.. very clean le still need to clean.. stand by area til dam late.. never had this kinda thingy for so long before.. seems like everybody is not very happy in the company line nowadays.. all would prefer the old csm to be back though sometimes we're not happy with him as well..
people are always like this.. people compare.. people or rather human beings are 'fan jian' one.. when some stuffs are gone, they would regret not cherishing and treasuring it.. when the stuffs are usually around, nobody bothers to give a shit about it!! so i guess that's human nature.. =/
i just hope there isn't that much a turn-outs and i can spend my february in peace.. oh ya, other than chinese new year, valentines' day is also in the month of february.. it's also known as friendship day!! so anybody wanna have dinner with me on that day?? well, think better not.. later they activate me then i gotta leave like super hero answering the call to save those in trouble.. then, my date woule be like so alone.. haha..
