Lion-Heart

this week was also a week that put the mental senses to the test.. rushed to the max with all the so many stuffs undone for the enlistment of the recruits.. was quite temperamental.. my fellow mortarian and some men saw it and was quite shocked bout it.. they said that i looked as if i am going to kick the messin warrant's ass..

well, he's in charge of the cookhouse... and i seeked permission from another person of higher authority, a captain that i could do anything i want with his cookhouse.. by moving his chairs and tables.. and he came to intervene.. and i explained repeatedly about my intentions, he didn't listen or he didn't understand my english.. pissed me to the max.. so busy already still come and disturb me when i'm doing my job.. arghz.. fortunately, my friend talked to him properly and he backed off..

can't imagine if i snap off and leave him in a pool of blood.. i wouldn't be here and would be in some place known as the detention barracks.. finally this week ended.. no more shitty decorations and stuffs.. sometimes it was kinda demoralising.. doing 'shit job' everyday.. don't talk bout the men.. they were so pissed about all the cleaning and irrelevant stuff we did everyday.. sometimes it would be better to go for training in the forests and i would be spared from all the shit job that seemed to bring you down everytime you're tasked to it..

the recruits are finally here and they remind me of what happened to me 11 months ago.. it was not a nice feeling but gradually it'll be better.. and guess what.. i found the trolleys.. a kind officer returned them to me.. the storeman was an asshole.. he kept them and i asked if he took it.. he denied and didn't return to us.. fortunately, the sir was very understanding and returned them to us.. haha.

going outfield next 3 days as an umpire.. to see if the mortar drill was done properly.. referee!! i've got the power to pass and fail people.. heh.. the forests again.. haven't been inside for like 4 to 5 months.. wonder if i'll be used to the kind of training days again.. i bought lotsa food to bring to the forests with me.. haha..

i Crashed Landed @ 6:56 PM.

this week was quite a terrible week.. the week where everyone was so down, demoralised and felt like stripping our own ranks and slap it on our faces.. under-appreciated for all that we've done.. felt like dirt.. though we've done our best.. furthermore, 2 of our trolleys were stolen when we're doing the deco for the enlistment for recruits this comin fri..

the passion for doing things the right way were just gone.. fire burnt out just like that.. hope the next week, things will work out well.. was outta camp on thurs as my OC got married and we got 1 day off..

congrats to all my pals who got comissioned as officers after so many months of tough, tough training.. those from bmtc hawk platoon 2.. my poly mates and etc.. they deserve my salute and look forward to seeing them.. to see how much have they changed.. for the better or for the worse.. be back on sat because need to do COS on friday.. sianz. though that's the case, guess what?? i've served half my term.. 11 months gone, 11 more months to go.. that's like less than a year.. haha.. when the end of the year comes, everything will just fly at the speed of light.

i Crashed Landed @ 8:40 PM.

super long weekend i should say.. after the monday and tuesday in camp.. had a company cohesion on wednesday where we went to yishun safra to play and have fun.. then at night go zouk.. well, me haven't went to ladies night as yet.. and it was the first time.. there was such a long queue.. overflooding with people.. like ants.. scary sight.. reached at 830pm also need to queue up like hell..

well, though there was a big crowd but didn't quite enjoy the music.. still prefer fridays' dance and R&B theme.. then my friend treat drink long island tea.. it's a lethal party spoiler.. and it's not as nice as other drinks.. i drank about 1 and 1/4 jug then i was damn seh.. could still walk in straight line, not very dizzy but my stomach hurts a lot.. so i tried to shit but can't.. so i tried to puke.. puked a bit but my stomach still not feeling well.. so i left damn early at 1+am.. what a party spoiler..

wasn't feeling very well.. don't know if it was the thingy i ate earlier on.. maybe it's the prata and curry.. i remembered puking out some prata and curry also.. ahaha.. lucky i left early and went home to sleep.. if not, i wonder what disastrous thingy will occur.. eg.. turning green into the Incredile Hulk and start smashing things.. or maybe it's like the spiderman movie.. if anybody could remember spiderman 1.. he was bitten by the radioactive spider and he went home to sleep thereafter.. after he was awoken, the degree of his eyes were corrected and he got abs and big muscles.. well, that didn't happen to me after i was awoken.. haha..

met up with primary school peeps the next day.. it was so nice to reminisce the good old days.. it's been a long freaking 10 years.. a decade.. passed just like that.. though i still remember the funny and cute things we did such as catching spiders, tadpoles, grasshoppers, chasing turkeys, hopping around in the playground but i couldn't remember some peeps.. for eg, i found some of them in friendster and i found them damn familar but i couldn't remember their primary school face.. that's bad.. and what's sad is that the school changed tremendously and i bet i would get lost in there if i ever got to get in again.. i still remembered some teachers.. mrs han, miss thio lay lay, mr thiru, mrs tan, etc.. sobz..

though a decade has passed.. many things have changed, the school, the teachers and every single one of us.. i know we cannot go back to those good o' days.. but i know it's a part of me and i'll get to relive the feeling once in a while.. and that's what's important.

i Crashed Landed @ 1:03 AM.