long weekend!! back again.. training's tempo dropped drastically.. more nights' off, canteen breaks and lotsa more goodies coming up.. alpha's really a welfare company indeed.. it's time for the end of yet another phase of the army life again.. gotta get the corporal rank and go somewhere else again.. sad but it's gonna happen anyway..
the dreaded driving test is here again.. i should be able to pass this time next tuesday.. but i'll miss the urban operations fighting i.e fighting terrorists in urbanised places such as buildings.
i've changed the song again.. those whom want the previous song can get it from me.. i've changed it to welcome to the black parade by My Chemical Romance.. great band.. time to catch up on some beauty sleep. in the meantime, adios.
was a bit sianz yesterday when the cheese in my refrigerator were expired.. everyone told me to use it.. it's only expired less than a month and i was like what the hell.. how could i ever do that.. i would never ever jeopardise the safety of the people i cook or bake for.. even if i were to make a loss next time i have my own bakery or i had to run 10 miles to get the new cheese, i'll do it.. it's about integrity and having pride in what we do, i guess.. i know they all said people outside does that too and there is nothing we can do about it.. but now we can do something about it and we have a choice not to use the expired ingredients so why should we use 'em?? so i went to buy new cheese and it was great.. to think my mom still say i 'kiasee' =/
anyway here are some pics of the cheesey cake.
song to intro by nickelback.. far away.. song in my bloggie.. no.2 on the american top 40.. nice.
Far Away by Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and never let me go.
gotta book in again tomorrow.. sighz.. be back during the weekends.. take care everybody.
in baking i find solace.
so glad to be back again.. like what i've said.. last week was super rushed.. came home last sunday morning, went to watch the prestige, rushed back for dinner and i gotta go in again.. sighz..
the prestige was a good movie with a good storyline with twists and turns.. an unexpected turn of events i must say.. it also shows the ugly side of human beings.. being vengeful and not able to forgive and forget.. a lesson learnt there..
section live firing last saturday was a crazy piece of shit!! live bullets flying past you ain't a so good feeling after all.. because if you're hit, you're a goner.. but glad there were no screw ups and mishaps and everyone was back in a piece..
that is not the end.. very busy week after the live firing weekend.. went to tekong for navigation and assessment of being a section commander.. it was fun to be back in tekong but tiring at the same time.. got to see the true colours of some peeps.. now i understand what my mates meant when they say i shouldn't be too nice to some people as they might take advantage and 'eat' me up.. it's really hard to fathom what others are thinking until you get to see the intent of their actions.. =/
ate combat rations and biscuits and did some fire movement and ambushes.. lost a further 2 kg and the weight freaking dropped to 68kg.. gotta gain a bit back by eating when i get back.. haha.. wild boars came again.. a gigantic one follwed by the whole family.. lolx.. bit my sock and my powder while i was powder bathing.. but it didn't attack anyone because it's just looking for food.. however, some of my mates' field packs were ripped apart.. poor them gotta put their clothes in others' field packs as the bags were torn..
now all the major events in my bslc course is over and what's left are just the physical training.. proud to say i'm a corporal to be.. haha.. though still small but it's still an achievement.. wonder where i'm gonna get posted next.. hope it's somewhere nice and fun..
it's a long weekend and here i am writing what i couldn't last week.. got company event on monday so we will get to book in on tuesday morning.. =D
just did some baking for practice.. strawberry cheesecake!! will try to put the pics up after chilling it.. tried experimenting to make my own topping but it looks weird though it tastes alrite so i didn't put on the cake.. sometimes my products go to waste because there's too much and the peeps in my house can't seem to finish it so they just got thrown away in the end after i come back from camp the following week.. =/ so in order for it not to go to waste, anyone who wants to try can just tell me and i'll try to mail to ya..
sometimes, i'll feel like sad shit when there's nobody to appreciate my masterpiece and they just got thrown away right before my very eyes.
gotta holiday til next monday.. free this whole week.. sadly, everyone's busy and i'll be all alone at home.. guess i'll just catch up on some reading.. jiayouz to all the peeps that are taking any exams and tests and take care.
