R.I.P grams.. may you go to a better place.. i'll take care of everyone.. i never knew life could be that fragile til i experienced it myself.. didn't know that the last time when i was about to book in back to camp would be the ever last time i said bye to grams..
didn't get to book out for the first two days of the wake as i gotta prepare for the 28km road march.. if i would to skip the march, i wouldn't be able to attend the last day which is the cremation.. i felt terrible when i saw gramps crying but i don't how to console him and make him feel better.. well, as for me, i still can't cry as usual.. all my cousins, relatives regardless of guys or ladies were at least tearing.. but why it's just me again?? maybe squeezing out tears is really dam hard for me.. that gruelling, arduous, overnight 28km graduation march was dedicated to my grams.. it was worth it though there were tons of abrasions and not forgetting cramps and blisters.. i still carried on til the end.. this corporal rank is for her.. all i want to say is that we all should live life like there's no tomorrow.. and cherish everyone around you..
after that went to take my posting order.. sadly to say, i didn't get the vocation i wanted.. no more medic.. instead of putting me to save lives, i'm gonna bomb everything into pieces now.. other than that, gotta do maths as well.. cosine, sine, angle and stuff.. i hate maths.. artillery here i come.. =/ though it's not the vocation i wanted but many of my friends say it's a good vocation.. not very siong and you get to go overseas such as australia, new zealand and taiwan for exercise.. we shall see bout that.. most of my bunk mates were kinda saded because they are going to armour and some are staying back to become infantry sergeant.. i didn't know if it's a blessing in disguise for me..
i'm definitely gonna miss alpha company.. with all the nice instructors around, having the standard and not forgetting the welfare.. i'm also so gonna miss my bunk mates.. they've been with me since the tekong days.. take care guys~
thanks for eveything, dear grams.. rest in peace.
